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I wanna be the sun waking you in the morning.

I wanna be the moon rocking you to sleep.

I wanna be the stars that guide you through darkness.

I wanna be the rain that envelops you into hoping for brighter days.

I’m tired of being just some chick.

I want to be the one you go to in times of enlightenment.

I want to be somebody’s difference.

I want to look like a ray of sunshine to someone,

  Instead of being just some other mirage of someone else.

     To being the key to someone’s heart out there thrills & excites me to go looking, no searching for it.

That’s all I gotta say .

when we stay super bored at home & have nothing else to do like..

we even get in the club like..

we always tease eachother like

we fight & make up like

we make love like

we have eachother’s back like

we’re always there for eachother..

Jasmine…. taught me that’s its ok to date theives.

Ariel…. taught me to run away in search of something fictional.

Snow white….. taught me that it’s ok to get drugged.

Cinderella…… taught me to sneak out of the house only to go to a party with a boy.

These princesses taught me so many negative things, but they’ve also taught me to dream of a day where I’ll find someone out here in this world who will lead me into a happily ever after. :)

That’s all for now!

Well this morning I woke up feeling so much happiness and joy inside, and I started thinking of ways on how I could wake up like this, having this feeling inside almost everyday. I haven’t come up with a straight on answer, but I started thinking of ways that make me happy. So this is where the list comes in :]

- People who smile just for no reason in particular

- Hugs

- When someone tells me secrets ( yes I can keep secrets, got one for me?)

- waking up to happy music

- When I put on my cat eyes, and they come out perfect the first time round

- Feeling as if a weight has come off your shoulders after something big has happened

- Being in Los Angeles

- Taking cat naps at Venice beach

- Finding the perfect outfit for the day

- Getting pampered

- Listening to respectful music, music that fills your heart, and not only a vibe in your ass

- Jumping up and down on beds

- Looking at beautiful scenaries

- Cuddling

- Writing away my emotions

- Walking into Bath&Body Works

- Winking at cute boys (haha)

- Digital Music

- Making Paper Hearts with construction paper

- Shopping

- Working at Nordstrom

- Walking down a hallway, and notice some people look my way

- Telling people I’m really 18 and getting a funny reaction out of them

- Webcaming

- Coming home and seeing tons of messages, comments, and pic comments. - Talking to random people , yes I’m friendly like that

- Taking pictures with “wannabe” characters at Grauman’s Chinese theater (cheesy & Mainstream I know )

- Waking up to a beautiful day

- Taking naps with someone special

- Wrestling with cute boys

- Dancing with My play brother

- Smelling Candles and exotic flowers

- Eating sushi

-Smelling sweet smells

- Eating Cupcakes

- Going to Forever 21

- Driving with the windows down and radio up

- Going to concerts

- Smelling fresh clothes after washing them

- Taking a bath in the afternoons

- Laying in bed just to lay in bed

- Having deep conversations

- Chewing on ice

- Watching crazy people act funny on Vh1 and Mtv

- Exploring

- Getting my hair done

- Car shopping

- Watching old degrassi episodes

- Dancing in the car

- Having Dinner with dad

- Listening to different music

- Surprising people

- Jumping people

- Staying up late

- Sleeping during the day

- Walking into a Sanrio store

- Laughing unto things get blurry

- Getting Henna tattoos at Venice beach

- Trying to win the penis game. those are just a couple of things but they make me soooo happy, thus making it very important haha

I’m the girl that men dream off.

The girl who you know you grow to love.

I’m the girl who’s always been there.

To help or hold you just to show you that I care.

The girl who smiles and laughs so kindly.

The girl who makes all other girls go from the main to sidelining.

Those other girls may make you feel a certain way in that moment.

But what they don’t know is that it’s me that’s really making you moaning.

&& for that I laugh and smile ever so clear,

because for the first time in years I can actually say that I found you my dear <3

that’s all for today.

I want the cute little moments at that point to where I wake up in the morning and the man laying next to me is like yup, that’s my girl. Knowingly that i don’t have my hair done, or my makeup on. :)